Crimson Flakes

2007-05-05T00:53:00.000-07:00

逆光 is from Stephnie Sun's newest album... ... its very very nice

也许我一直害怕有答案
也许爱情仅在风里打转
离开释怀
很短暂又重来
有时候自问自答
我不要困难把我们击散

我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下

有一束光那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见

那是泪光那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下

有一束光那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见

那是泪光那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

我以为无路后退
反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫
睁开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒!

有一束光那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见

那是泪光那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

光芒
你是光芒

sooooo nice lor

2007-04-19T02:04:00.000-07:00

I disected a sheep heart today!!!! .... it was so fun..haha... ... i know i absolutely lack humanity, to find cutting up an animal's vital organ fun... .. anyway, it was the best pratical ever. Me, su yee and jia huan. I think that we were the only three out of the entire group, who had fun with the disecting... ....the funny thing was that there wasnt even much blood.

When mr low talked about mutilating a rabbit and frog, i laughed so loudly... thinking back, i dont really know why i did that... .... rabbit... ... frog....

After we finished with the sheep heart, we left it in a mess... cut up to resemble.... i dunno wat... i even heard mr low talking about mutton satay... .. i guess im not the only one with a lack of 人情.. ... mutton satay... ... thats really cruel...

Five white sheeps died, because of us... for a good cause - scientific research. Anyway, the sheeps meat would have had been used for mutton soup or something.... ... so i cant say that they died JUST for us.... ....

To think that it was once beating and very much alive... ... once.... once... ...

2007-04-17T02:49:00.000-07:00

BIO TEST IS OVER... ... omg...i was so careless, but whats done is done...no point crying over spilled milk! Im left with two test this week - history and amaths... ... 2 down,2 more to go...努力吧! 加油! Today was absolutely hactic, was studying bio during every lesson - under the table of course!!! But it was really quite obvious... ... to release my stress, me and theresa started cutting off bits of our ponytail.... ... extremely stress reliefing ( i know theres no such word）！

I personally feel that the humanities department is SIAO！They gave us two assignment and a group project to complete WHEN ITS ONE WEEK BEFORE MIDYR!!!! STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.... .... however on the lighter side, i realized that my CCA has been cancelled. Thanks to leng suyee who told me that alll CCAs would be cancelled only next week, i wasted 45 mins wandering around the school trying to find my cca members......SSSS...

Have to go study history now... or get it from LI.B... ...

2007-04-15T02:39:00.000-07:00

Arrgg.... Im suffocating with the weight of the work load.... ... with the CME presetation, 5 test next week, the chinese blog, homework... .... and much much more, I NEED A BREAK.... .... I cant study finish biology how,how,how????My stress level is up to the brains and above.... ... SHIT... SHIT...SHIT.... are we built to be roborts and slaves to work....?

Its like 1 and a half weeks to mid year and i haven started revising! How are we supposed to study for common test and at the same time juggle our cca, projects, and mid year preparations?ARE THE TEACHERS MAD???? They are driving me crazy with all the work...STUPID!!! Yes i know am wasting time posting here.... but i need a tiny break. Just finished a 自我介绍 in the chinese blog ( its school work)... and i wasted 1 and a half hours on it....shit!!!

No time to study bio how?????????Im dying here.... someone please save me.....

2007-04-03T02:57:00.000-07:00

Was really happy cause CCA was cancelled, but that was before the chinese test.WHY SO CHIM?SIAO ARH??? Study like crazy for the last two days- in vain... ... Anyway, went back with WSH and SW... me and shimin wanted to find out wat time the tuition center would open... ... we went to this teck whye tuition center, inquiring and stating that we had registered, only to relised that we were in the wrong tuition center..SHIT , SO EMBARAASING.... then we bought 5 dougnets ( i knoe i spell wrongly...) each and ate them on the way back... ...

Took the lift to to the 12th floor( i live on the 12th floor) and found this black cat on the steps... n panicked a little. The cat ( actually a kitten) was sitting on one side of the steps and thus i tried to squeeze past the cat.. BUT it tstarted moving towards me.It meowed so violently, such that i had a very good view of its two front teeth....YES, I SAW THAT THEY WERE VERY SHARP... tried to scare it away by stamping my feet really loud.... i stamped twice.. and the cat started to move towards me... ran to the lift and frantically pressed the button to go down... i waited for 10 mins downstairs, juz to make sure that the cat has left the stairs..went up again and thank godnness it was GONE...

Im now in the safety of my room... away from cats and dogs......
Have to complete my growing pile of homework... but its easy to accomplish as compared to facing a cat... ...

2007-03-30T22:48:00.000-07:00

Anyway, i've decided not to dwell on that miserable shitty batty chemistry test paper.I wont be the only one who would fail in any case ( at least i hope so!)... ...Wasted alot of time on this blog, changing skins after skins.But its nice right? yeah i think it is... ... Hope Leng Su yee can get ger hands on the Fahrenheit poka cards.We both need it desperately.

Got to go study my chinese. There's a chinese test on Tuesday and Thursday.SHIT!

2007-03-26T04:39:00.000-07:00

I juz realised today the Wee Shi Min set up a blog 2 years ago for 4logy.Wasnt even aware till this afternoon( im really slow, yes i know)... ...

School was rather enjoyable today( except the E maths test of course- my last question is WRONG). Im feeling really healthy after the torturous PE lesson. I think i lost about 0.2 kg.
Chemistry lesson was TERRIBLE. Me and my partner were absolutely lost in space. The degree of bordom a teacher can inflict on her students is amazing. I need a Chem tuition teacher NOW!!!

Went to Lot 1 with Shi Min after school to buy bus stamp and went home straight.END OF STORY.

Have to go, English Common Test tomorrow - narrative writing ( die ,haven writen a compo for yokes) and chemistry test on wednesday.

Looks like i'll have to give up watching Tokyo Juliet for the time being.

"胜人者有力，自胜者强。” 老子

2007-03-24T21:33:00.000-07:00

Watched Tokyo Juliet yesterday ( i know im not suppose to start watching another series) and fell in love with the song : 非你莫属 , sang by Tank ( you're currently listening to it)

Here's the lyrics... ...

TANK 非你莫属

<白>:你知道吗?☆
我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉☆
发生什么样子我好希望再来一次☆

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

So nice right?... ...

2007-03-23T05:21:00.000-07:00

This has been practically the best school day i've had since school reopened this year.We were spared from assembly and the jaws of what would have had been an incredibly boring arts performance by who knows who, because of SCIENCE DAY. It was really quite fun being a facilitator for a change. The station i was facilitating( did i spell correctly?) had to do with forming bubbbles.... SO FUN!!!! Anyway, i got to "bully" my juniors... well not really.When the entire thing was over, we had to attend to prize presentation ceremony.Mr low said that we would be the ones organising it next year. Excuse me, i thought the ones who would be organising was 4E6?.... SOMEONE PLS CLARIFY THIS!!!

Got a shock today when i flipped through my handbook and saw that the chinese O'Levels were in May.Me and Huei Deen panicked like shit, only to realise that we would be in fact sitting for the second Chinese O levels, which is in November.Thank God its not in May.Well, i'll be in deep shit if its in May. Argg why did i chose to take HCL in the first place?( IM STRESSED). My chinese sucks big deal... ...

2007-03-22T02:39:00.000-07:00

Firstly, i would like to express my heartfelt gratitude to Mr Soh for being absent today.Thankyou very much. I managed to complete my social studies homework during emaths lessons due to his cooperation.Secondly, i would also like to thank Mr Li for being sick yesterday.His absence wass much appreciated.(who doesnt enjoy a free period? Mad people....)

Managed to complete my 公函 during chinese lessons today in aroung 35minutes.( a record breaking time for me)... ... :) One more day to go...and its the weekend...加油!

Have to complete my Literature assignment NOW!
Homework stinks big deal... ... but it still has to be completed

"该来的事是会来的... ... 此事古难全."Fr Hanakimi + some sort of chinese poem

2007-03-21T02:18:00.000-07:00

Just three days into school and im already drifting off. Next week is going to be terrible.We have three test to date. Three chapters for chemistry, one book for chinese, and a mountain of math to be learnt. Die lar! Bio lessons was pretty interesting... ... the rest of the lessons were a bore.I declare chmistry the worst subject on earth Couldnt absorb anything during chem lesson( i was a little distracted).Theresa and I tried to write out a script (during Chem lesson)on Hanakimi and failed miserably.Anyway, the chinese lesson today was not as scary today as compared to other days.老师 seems to be in a good mood.Hope she stays that way... ...

Oh, and i just realised that i have 八本课本 to complete before october ( PANIC button is on)... ...

2007-03-14T01:02:00.000-07:00

Went to NJC today.The biology lecture was terribly boring...didnt understand half of wat ms gloria and jeremy were talking about.The part about Genomes was quite fasinating other than that, it was "z z z z z".Was sitting there trying to look as if i was thinking and paying attention while my mind wandering to.... to.... to....TOkyo JULIET!Its really all Suyee's fault lor! She was talking about nothing else other than tokyo juliet during the practical part of the course.My resolution to finish my work is slowly fading..I WANT TO WATCH TOKYO JULIET.... wu zun's acting the role of a fashion designer. A gym instructor acting as a fashion designer?... ... i really have to watch this.Apparently the story is progressing at a very rapid speed.( you know wat it mean)

Chuck the homework aside... tokyo juliet 我来了！！！！

2007-03-08T23:07:00.000-08:00

ok.sorry i gave the wrong ending hanakimi ok? NOT MY FAULT LOR! Ulindra told me that the ending was like that.

I GOT MY HANDS ON THE FAHRENHEIT ALBUM ALREADY... 爽啊！thresa and suyee is going to be so so jealous.HAHA. Thanks so mch louis..will luve you forever and ever because you lent me the album..

its the last day of school but it doesnt even feel like its the holidaes.Blame it on the teachers lar.... ... they loaded us with a pile of homework... ... crazy. my holidays are totally burnt!

got back the progress report today. my A Math sucks.

2007-03-07T21:37:00.000-08:00

I FINISH WATCHIN HANAKIMI!!! im actually a little disappointed with the endin.why didnt quan tell ruixi about his knowledge of her being a gal? there isnt really a "happily ever after"ending... ... anyway, now im startin on, which features FAHRENHEIT... except for 吴尊 ...

oh and durin history lesson, su yee and theresa told me check up this website for hanakimi back stage pictures... haven got the change to do so( was busy watching episode 15). here's the website: asianfanatics.net/forum .

fridays A maths test was not bad. hopefully it will be able to pull up my previous test which was totally dismal... ... will be getting back term one's progress report tomorrow... ... (nervous).
really looking forward to the one week holiday, even though the teachers have given us a tonn of homework( are they crazy?). will have to go to NJC for somekind of biology talk on wed morning and CCA in school on friday - MY TWO DAYS ARE BURNT....SHIT!

PLUS I HAVE MY TEN-YR SERIES TO COMPLETE... ...

2007-03-03T19:24:00.000-08:00

hah... so ulindra was correct about the HANKIMI ending.... ruixi and quan will go into somesort of DJ room... and he will say he likes her while it is "on air" and the whole school will hear.... (something like that). i think ruixi will return to america... and later on , 泉will fly there to find her and the story ends happily everafter... ... so romantic lor... ...

Why?Why?Why do they have to upload episode 15 on sunday nite?its impossible for me to watch it until wed lor! Such torture... ... HANAKIMI 我好爱你喔！Hope there will be a hanakimi 2 after this...( with wu zun ,jiro and ella acting )

Hanakimi is totally taking over my life... kept on thinking about the latest episode during lessons... to add to it, the person beside me (theresa) , and behind me is also in 'luv" with 吴尊... ... Im so dead... ... cant possibly think about what will happen during the next episode while attempting A maths questions right?

The 专属天使 MV is really so sweet ... ... watched it like 5 timES...
Got to go...i've got one pile of homework.
Goin to attempt to finish that pile of dung... ...

2007-03-01T01:51:00.000-08:00

I GOT THE MAGAZINE!!!! Finally, i managed to get my deprieved hands on the "teenager” magazine.The interview with FAHRENHEIT was simply hilarous. was reading it on the bus and could'nt help laughing out loud... must have sounded crazy... ( luckily i dun think i laughed quite so loud)... ... the Hanakimi poster is now safely on my desk- on display. WU ZUN as usual looks like a god... ...( he must be a god cause he's unhumanly good lookin).didnt bother to read through the rest of the magazine... ...

really looking forward to tomorrow's Learning Journey. well, the good news is that theres a day off lessons( which are unbelievably borin... especially chemistry). AND the bad news is ... ... MRS ROSY LO will be takin our class! this is really GOOD luck( im being sarcastic... incase you dont no...). Hope we wont have to hear her usual starting sppech for art class when we visit the scupltures at clark quay( did i spell correctly... my spelling's terribly horrible) tomorrow. Will pray that she will not start sharing her expertise we us" girls... this scuplture is made of lines.the lines give shape and texture...".she starts her art lesson with practically every class, by giving a very interesting lecture on shapes, lines and texture... ...

gtg... .... recording hanakimi songs ... .... hope my senior remembers to bring the fahrenheit album 2moro.... .... stay happy!!!!

2007-02-28T01:16:00.001-08:00

ARGG... the teenage magazine was sold out... wanted to buy it cause theres a HANAKIMI poster!!!nvrm will go to BBP tomorrow to get it...hope it's not out also of stock also... ... HAh... i managed to find WUZUN'S blog on my own.After pestering theresa and su yee to reveal the blog address for sometime.. but sadly to no avail, i decided to find it on my own.... SUCCESS!
I realise he does'nt look half as nice as with makeup..well he's also human i suppose... shrug
Enough about WUZUN... ...

ms wee left school today-for good.considering the fact that she was an extremely humerous teacher, i suppose i'll really miss her.. ...it sort of reminds me of the last day of primary school...,except that the last day of primary school was probably a thousand times more depressing.having to 'split up' with the people you have spent five or six years with, whom you have comed to love and understand was a really terrible and heart wretching experience... ... i remember the feeling of wanting in camp in school..forever...hahahs...enough of this depressing stuff...lol

history assignment... ...(sigh) :(

i smell the stench of homework.... ...

2007-02-27T04:06:00.000-08:00

Hana Kimi.. Hanakimi... i luve hanakimi. the cast ( u know who im talkin about is juz so cute .i siao already!)Im going to watch the 14 episode after i post this.Printed out a picture of QUAN( wu zun) today. MRS ESTHER TAY saw it!!!!!! and said hes totally womanish.excuse me..his like the best lookin guy ever...

bought the chinese eight days magazine cause there was a special review about him.my gosh im i supposed to believe the interview? Ella said he does some really disgusting things(too disgusting for me to mention here), i mean for a pretty boy...well man( he's 27 ..ARGGGG)
Here's a picture of him.... u will know what i mean.. ...

bye! HANA KIMI HERE I COME!!!!

2007-02-24T19:07:00.000-08:00

Too busy to post the last two days! BUsy watching HANAKIMI. Friday's assembly was hilarious... mrs lum( is that how her name is spelt?) came up stage to comment on the way we sit and why we should'nt sit that way.. well i mean sitting in a not so nice position with your legs crossed and... .... ( no need to mention the numerous ways of unladylike sitting)...mrs lum called up three girls and the first girl... OMG the kind of answers she gave... i suppose if a gave you a feel clues u will get the idea of what she said! " male species", ' disgusting','not needed attention".. i think thats enough. the other words used are too crude to be mentioned! well , you get the picture.That was the only part of the day that was interesting.

that was Friday, and on saturady, i watched HANAKIMI the whole day. when i first saw the commercials on channel U, i thought it was about the lamemess show ever,( how could i have had thought that way?), under my FRIENDS influence, i decided to watch just one episode ( 6).. i got HOOKED. die lar.. should'nt have watched... I love HANAKIMI...... Quan.. shan le ... ..xiu yi...Nan... .... YangYang.. and the gay doctor... but of course my favorite is Quan lar!

Gtg .Going to watch hanakimi NOW!!!

2007-02-21T00:36:00.000-08:00

Very sleepy...but must learn mo xie( chinese dictation)..POEMS. How to memorise when i dont even really understand???Had my Bio test today... not too bad... except one question dunno how to do ( anyway most of my class gave rubbish ans)..so nvr mind.Got back chemistry paper and history paper today..better pull up my socks! the chemistry results were dismal! Haven been postin new entries cause theres juz no time... ...( even durin the chinese new year).Nothing weird or fun happened today... lessons as normal except that instead of Contact time. there was house practics..ARGGGGG... so borin.the good thing is that mdm wang li did NOT come to school..hahah.then there was bio...chem and history.I really like bio and history but chem is a totally different story.When to Lot 1 after school to buy my second aunty a B dae present( name shall not be mentioned) , with Wee Shi Min and Stephanie "spoon". got my bus pass and went home... end of story...bye bye...

OH and i solemnly promise to use proper vocab and puntuation the next time a post.(Got back my compo today..the punctuation was terrible)... ... thats all see yr soon...& a happy late new yr to all.

2007-02-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

Today was pretty uneventful... a better word is boring... although i slept for like 8 and a half hrs last night, i haveno idea why i felt so sleepy 2dae durin lessons...maybe it isnt me...juz the lesson cause wasnt the only one..... about half the class was sleepin...(they had this far away look in thier eyes).... anyway the chemistry test took most of my enery away... studied so hard... memorise the soluble and insolubel stuff + decompose...crystalisation thingy.... .... i think im dead for this test...lucky its juz a ct not not a mid yr paper.... i m writin this durin CCA time a girl( bad girl....) .the air con isnt on.... there is no ventilation and i m suffocatin..( so is everyone here)... ... anyway at least im bloggin....
i really really luv literature(to kill a mockin bird)... ( this is so arrupt)... thank goodness there's goin 2 be a long weekend cas im really dying here... so much to do and no time to complete.
well gtg... in case the teacher comes in.... ....
luv u.... ..
n happy valentine days to all......

2007-02-09T00:56:00.000-08:00

the x-sec 4 students got thier o'level reults todae...when to the hall to "witness" the scene... i was juz nervous watching them...arggg next yr i'll be sitiin there getting my hmt result...die arrr.
anyway...this christina suresh...is a genius...her total score at the end is 4.....siao hor?.....
the press came to interview her cause she's one ofthe top in singapore...lucky her..i need half of her brains....
stress ar... every one of the seniors (whom i know)...got either A1 or A2 for chinese....... how........!!!!
anyway.. i'm postin this durin cca time cause i'm really quite fre...LUV my cca- chamber ensember......so i better finish this post soon...
will be goin to National Junior College(NJC)...in aproxmately 2 and a half hrs time for some kind of concert... i stress that it was COMPULSORY..... ....
Goin to bukit timah to eat chicken rice first.......
GTG
teacher comin...

2007-02-03T21:03:00.000-08:00

Something totally strange happened to me yesterday...(im writin 2dae cas there wasn't time).
went to bugis national library for this totally COMPULSORY borin talk...something about secondary school life( i think). it lasted for 3 AND A HALF HOURS..... almost died of bordem....(could'nt even get up and stretch cas there was a camera filming down everything)..then there was the qns and ans time.... i thought that no one would actually ask any qns... but how WRONG was i .First this man sittin behind me asked a question....then another and another and another....by the third one,i was really irritatated...why do they have to ask so much qns...it isn't even related! Then this man behind me asked another TWO questions...by now,i was really annoyed with him.....WHY DO U HAVE OT ASK SO MUCH..I WANT TO GO HOME...............FINALLY it ended...
(this is the really strange part) I was in 960, goin home from bugis junction.... the bus passed by st joseph(not sure if its the right school) and this 2 boys boarded the bus..... they were standing in the middle of the bus (it was the long bus),together with me.....after around 5 mins..this st joseph boy asked me to look at the pole and see of i could see anything strange...(er...wat was i supposed to be seeing????)..finally i gave up and gave him the "wat are u up to" look...and he GIGGLED (right...a sec 2 or 3 boy giggling..is this strange or wat?) He looked at me and said to his friend"YOU DIDN'T ZID YR PANTS'..... my gosh....poor friend...totally maloo..and he GIGGLED AGAIN.....thank goodness the bus reached my stop soon..... .... er ...was a sec two or three boy supposed to behave like that.......?

2007-02-02T03:45:00.000-08:00

i'm writing here cas im purely lazy to do my pile of homework.Its IMPOSSIBLE to finish...(it's definately impossible to finish....juz keeps growin and growing.... WHY?why?WHY?)
Today's pretty uneventful,really uninterestin....except for the fact that i have realised that when one is about to fall asleep(particularly during a social studies lesson),a sympton is that every thing becomes dream like and u literally hear the teachers voice fadin.
i read in a friends blog that preserved mandarin peels are really effective in keepin u awake in class cas they are"freakingly sour and sweet"...plus they are only 30cents.........
the only thing is ,i dont think we are allowed to eat in class.well u can eat it under the table or somethink,but the problem is that im sitting right next to the window so, any teacher walkin past can very obviously see me eatin......
We played soccer for PE today...as u can image, it was a disater...... .... ..... i was suppose to kick the ball to my friend (theresa)but ended up kicking it in the opposite direction,to the other end of the field!!!!!argggg....we ...well i mean I spent practically the entire PE lesson running after the ball!so it wasnt very enjoyable.Also we realised that we needed to run 17 times run the track for NAFA .DIE LAR! Everyone,(except maybe Eve - she wasn't even pantin),was almost dead after runnin 3 runs... ....
Anyway, i am goin to attempt to complete the pile of homework NOW!

2007-01-31T03:46:00.000-08:00

Got back the chinese testpaper today....thank God...... thought i failed cause the 3/4 class was getting like 34-40someting marks..... ...(OVER 100)
Anyway, there was really very little homework today... so tried changing the blog's template!UNSUCCESSFUL..... nvm -will ask Stephanie tomorrow... ...No idea where i went wrong.. ... Wanted to post a picture of my class noticeboard (its really really nice) ... but no time now.... maybe i will on fri... ...
Gtg... bb... ...

Nothing much.. ...

2007-01-30T04:48:00.000-08:00

I know i should be doing my homework...juz taking a break...:)
Luv HARRY POTTER....no idea why!

2007-01-30T02:49:00.000-08:00

Ms Wee(the new eng teacher-2/4) showed my class an article about this 2 days ago ..... and so....
I've recently been reading up on "Ashley X'' .She is a girl suffering from static encephalopathy, unable to talk ,eat or move.Her parents have taken drastic measure which they say will allow them to take better care of her.she has been given hormone treatments (that would retard her growth causing her to never grow-both physically and mentally) and extensive surgery to remove all signs of growing..She would remain a nine year old for the rest of her life-forever.
This child has been denied the right to live, and to be as normal has she can be-her right oto be normal.It is inhumane to change the course of nature,and eradicate all hope for miricles.Many a time, doctors have prophezied the lifespan of patients,proclaiming that there is nothing medical science can do for them.However, many have lived past their prophezied time,living life to the fullest.

Ashley X once had a hope, but now it is no more.
Her parents claimed that they had done so out of love...... but is this really the full measure of love?